maddy (themadone) wrote,

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I've come to the conclusion that I've taken a step backwards. One of the many things i did in self exploration, was try and learn to enjoy just being by myself. I think I managed it quite well, by taking a book to the pub or going to the cinema alone. Apart from seeing Blade 2 on Monday, I hadn't done the cinema thing for months.

The thing is, is all the good things I learnt from doing that, I've stopped doing. Recently, I've been spending far too many nights, sitting at home being bored. This has to stop for my sanity's sake. Now that I've got a nice place to live in, it should be a fun place that I can spend a great deal of time in without feeling like I want to scoop my brains out with a rusty spoon.

I think the plan for the weekend is to tidy my room enough so that I can build the desk (if I can find the plans and bits) and then motivate myself to start a project. Maybe the lightgun one or something.

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