Well I hate to say this, but I told myself so. I was (mostly) right damn it. I hate it when I'm right. Admittedly I was in some ways wrong about some things, but that is down to a different world view and stuff. Luckily I didn't get the worse outcome possible, so things should get better soon.
Oh well - failure it is then.
(for reference, failure is vastly better than the paranoia)