October 21st, 2002

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PANIC!!!!

I hate this part about going places. The rushing about. The panicing. The anxiety. Apparently I think I've inherited this from my mother. Why couldn't I have gotten something nice from them - like good looks or brains or something.

Have decided to calm my frayed nerves by some mindless violence on the PS2.

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Less panicy now. Had yummy lunch at Yellow River place in Staines with cryx and co-worked Judith(?). Did the shopping I had to do to get those last minute cleaning bits. Felt calm. Now at home again and feel less calm again. I suspect part of this is the waiting. I'm sure I've finished packing, but I feel I should still be doing more. nemy will be back soon so I can wibble at him instead.

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